Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Haiku #29

it's all in my head
days, one after another
stay afloat, breathe deep

Friday, April 25, 2008

Haiku #25

busy, busyness
running out of things to say
stop. sit and listen

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Haiku #24

at a loss sometimes
elusive words out of reach
nothing more to say

Haiku #23 on the 24th

what more could I say
that would make you believe me
enough to break free

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Haiku #22..how'd I miss a day..again?

read between the lines
listen to the still, small voice
I lead, you follow

Monday, April 21, 2008

random words...readiness

wishing time would slow
or come to an end
knowledge
inner urgency
unexplainable certainty
moving closer
pulling away
let's do this

Haiku #21

alone as a child
hearing footsteps in my head
"Is that you, Jesus?"

Haiku #20

darkness clouds thinking
bottomless pits are pulling
me down, further down

Friday, April 18, 2008

Purchasing art on a budget.

I have been on an art buying spree. Original art. Limited edition art. Cool art. Dark art. Amazing art. Simple art. And all at very affordable prices. I have been a regular visitor to etsy.com. And just a word of warning should you choose to follow that handy dandy little link...it can be a dangerous site to visit. Dangerous...and very UNfrugal if you're not careful!

I bought this:

And this:


And a few other pieces...ahem. Luckily I had some money stashed at Paypal so I was able to use that. I still have some left, too. Lookout!

Haiku #18

how do you stop it?
out of control, rescue us
the earth keeps spinning

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Haiku #17

I wake to Your word
the day starts, off and running
stay focused, look deep

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

My mom got me this...


...for my birthday. It's a panini maker by Le Creuset. Only mine is in "Dune". I love it. I made some paninis the other night that were really tasty...sourdough bread, grilled chicken, fresh basil, thinly sliced tomato and onion and provolone. Yum. And of course, I forgot to take pictures with my new love of my life, my sweet camera. I thought to photograph them after we'd eaten. I really need to get the hang of this photgraphy thing. I did, after all, promise photographs.

I really need life to slow down. There just isn't time to do it all!

Haiku #16

bitten fingernails
years of angst kept at arms length
remember to breathe

Haiku #15...ode to IRS

you took my money
with no thanks in return
life, death and taxes

Monday, April 14, 2008

Haiku and Lunes.

I just realized why I am loving these forms of poetry. I think it has everything to do with my self-diagnosed (I know, I know...we're not supposed to self-diagnose...blah blah blah) ADD. These are quick and easy and give me instant gratification...even if they don't make sense or sound good. Ahem. I can at least feel like I've completed something!

and for that matter...how about a Lune while I'm at it?

look around
how can you deny
He exists

Haiku #14

shining sun beats down
etching the warmth on my skin
a love note from God.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Haiku #13

Creativity
eludes me like restful sleep
I long to express

Haiku #12...a day late.

Yesterday sped by
start to finish like a flash
gone as it began

Friday, April 11, 2008

life is good.


My husband got this for me for my birthday. I am in love...with my hubby AND my camera. Now, I just have to learn how to USE it. Stay tuned for pictures...maybe not the greatest pictures...but pictures, nonetheless!

Haiku #10

they sip and listen
taking turns lending an ear
a new friend is made

Haiku #11

chosen for this time
created for a purpose
your will, shine through me

Maybe not!

So I started this post to write Haiku #10 and can you believe I forgot it?! I left it at home on the counter. I'll post it later if my internet decides to bless me with its presence.

Slacker.

No, I'm not really a slacker. But my internet connection was! I had no internet yesterday...amazing how reliant we've become on the internet, isn't it? Scary, really. So since I couldn't write my haiku, or shall I say TYPE my haiku, directly into my blog, can you believe I had to actually get a pen and a piece of paper and WRITE it down? Barbaric, I know. Unheard of. I feel so behind the times. Amazing any of us were able to manage before the internet, isn't it? I was talking to a friend the other day who dropped her cell phone and the battery popped out. When she put the phone back together it wasn't working. So she thought to give a call to someone to help her out. But do you know she couldn't call anyone because she didn't know any of their numbers? That's right. They were all programmed into her phone, but no phone=no numbers=no communication. Scary. I remember when I had tons of numbers in my head. I knew everyone's number by heart...I can still remember my childhood phone number...793-6950. We are just too reliant on technology..

I think I'm going to go buy myself a pocket phone book and start writing people's number down, like in the old days. Just in case.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Haiku #9

Days burn together
Night turns to light, day to dark
Look past what you see

"thinking on" poetry...

The other day I received a sweet comment from a new blog friend, Laure over at Selah.... So I went to her blog to check her out! I was intrigued because of the name of her blog, Selah. It's biblical, and means "think on these things" or "ponder on these things". You see it in the Psalms quite a bit. Well...she enjoys poetry (not to mention, photography!), too...and writes some herself. Today I checked in at her blog and she'd written about a form of poetry I'd never heard of...a Lune. It's similar to a haiku but rather than 5-7-5 syllables, it consists of 3-5-3 syllables.

For example:
the whispers
heard deep in my heart
are pure love
Now, I have to say, the Lune is a bit trickier than the haiku. I thought it would be easier because there are fewer syllables. But really, it's a bit more of a challenge because there are fewer syllables! You have to really choose your words carefully to convey a thought or paint a picture for the reader.
Try one! See what you can come up with! And check out Selah...she explains the Lune way better than I did!

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Haiku #8

My eyes are open
light lets me see the truth and
also the darkness

Monday, April 7, 2008

Haiku #7..a tribute to Oprah

Inconsistency
The distractions make you small
Look up, not within

Haiku #6 on the 7th...oops

You died on the cross
I didn't know for so long
Now I am awake

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Haiku #5

Too tired to write
can't come up with clever words
the day is over.

Friday, April 4, 2008

Haiku #4

Breathing is shallow
Thoughts of tomorrow bring fear
You alone give peace

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Braver by the day.

Is "braver" a word? Well, today it is! Because I feel it.

I dropped off two old art pieces at the gallery yesterday for them to display on the wall. The director encouraged me to bring them in as she had an empty spot on the wall. The pieces I took her were from 2000. Assemblage at that. But...it's all I had that wasn't either given away or packed away. It was just proof that I need to get my butt in gear and make some new art!

xox

Haiku #3

The sun burns the sky
Miraculous fire and heat
Warms my skin through glass

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Haiku #2 (so I can catch up!)

Mud and mire, I slipped
The darkness swallowed me whole
You were not afraid

Haiku #1

You came along side
Urging me to give it up
You showed me the way.

Haiku schmaiku.

According to my sweet friend, April is National Poetry Month. (I don't know who told her this. Regardless, I'm going with it.) In honor of this, she's writing lots of cool poetry all month long.

I'm impressed. And also inspired. So, I've decided to follow suit. And since Haiku is my specialty (I use that term VERY loosely) I'm going to follow suit and write a Haiku a day for the whole month.

"Can she do it?", you ask. Don't feel bad...I'm asking the same question! Can I really make a plan and stick to it? Hmm...well, I can sure try!

Wish me luck!

Sink or swim.

I took the plunge...the plunge I've been threatening to take for over 8 years. I joined my local art gallery. I am an official, contributing member as of yesterday...yes, April Fool's Day...but I don't celebrate that day! So I wasn't being foolish! I was dead serious...finally. I'm really excited. And..a bit intimidated! There's a juried show in two weeks...so I better get a move-on!

I'm feeling giddy and crazy...

I love it!

(And to keep it on a Frugal note: Yesterday's membership fee was only $15 because the new year begins in June...so it was prorated...lest you think I'm being frivolous!)

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

April 1. Already.

So many ideas, so little time. This is my mantra as of late. My mind is a whirl with things to do and make and photograph and write about and cook and...and...and..! It's never-ending. But, days ARE ending. So...instead, I do what I gotta do...and wish for more time to do what I WANNA do. *Sigh*

I have been avoiding my blog...boycotting, if you will...waiting patiently for a new digital camera. I am pretty sure that my dear hubby is going to get one for me for my birthday (in 10 days...!). I can hardly wait. Seriously. I'm like a little kid. Like Veruka. "I want it and I want it NOOWWW." I try to control myself, however...since sounding like a spoiled brat is likely to get me NOWHERE.

Anyway...

I guess I can blame it on not having a camera. But the reality is that finding my blog voice has been a challenge. When I created this blog I felt like it needed to have a focus...a theme...a reason. But what I'm finding is that trying to keep within a theme is quite limiting. My mind is not that narrow...I don't JUST think about being frugal. I think about cooking...and family...and home decor. I think about God and Jesus and the universe...the world...starvation and thirst...children being used as sex slaves...homelessness...drug addiction...the list goes on. Yes, being frugal and being a good steward of what God provides me is very important. And I love to share what I discover. But it adds up to more than just dinner.

So...that being said....if there is anyone reading this, just know that changes are ahead. Yes, more pictures. But also, more words. More thoughts. More reality. More...me.